It's weird. I feel disconnected from my other blog. I've been writing there a while, but I guess it's just lost its appeal. It's therapeutic quality. I just don't feel like finding something light and fluffy to write over there. My life isn't bad, but neither is it all that interesting. I don't know.
And then there's this blog. Which I can use as therapy, but I feel like I am sneaking around when I write on it. No, that's not what I mean. I have to sneak around to write on it. I don't know. Maybe it's cabin fever. Or winter blues.
There's so much going on in my life, and yet there isn"t. KWIM? Ack, same old, same old. Speaking of same old, same old......DH has been driving me nuts. How's that for a segway????
We've been married for what seems like forever (and a day) and sometimes he just grates on my nerves. OMG. He finds fault with EVERYTHING. Not big faults....just a little fault with everything he sees or hears or watches on tv. I don't say anything about it anymore, because it just isn't worth it. But it makes me crazy. I wish he would just shut up. Or listen to himself and hear how horribly critical he can be.
I don't say anything......hoping he will just stop. But he hasn't yet. And so I find myself hardly talking to him at all. Because whatever I say, he will find a point to argue about. And it's easier for me to not argue about nothing. Besides, I hate confrontations....mainly because I don't know how to deal with them. And secondly, because he does not fight fair. And it's not worth my tears and emotions to get worked up over nothing. Although, him being so very annoying isn't nothing is it? *sigh*
Does this make me passive aggressive? Or just a patsy for letting him get away with his attitude? He's not a bad guy. He just gets in these moods where he is right and everything else in the world is wrong. And that's when I wonder what the hell I was thinking when I got married.
Hehe. So I went from writing about not writing on the other blog to a huge vent about DH. Weird how my mind works.....guess I needed this : )
And then there's this blog. Which I can use as therapy, but I feel like I am sneaking around when I write on it. No, that's not what I mean. I have to sneak around to write on it. I don't know. Maybe it's cabin fever. Or winter blues.
There's so much going on in my life, and yet there isn"t. KWIM? Ack, same old, same old. Speaking of same old, same old......DH has been driving me nuts. How's that for a segway????
We've been married for what seems like forever (and a day) and sometimes he just grates on my nerves. OMG. He finds fault with EVERYTHING. Not big faults....just a little fault with everything he sees or hears or watches on tv. I don't say anything about it anymore, because it just isn't worth it. But it makes me crazy. I wish he would just shut up. Or listen to himself and hear how horribly critical he can be.
I don't say anything......hoping he will just stop. But he hasn't yet. And so I find myself hardly talking to him at all. Because whatever I say, he will find a point to argue about. And it's easier for me to not argue about nothing. Besides, I hate confrontations....mainly because I don't know how to deal with them. And secondly, because he does not fight fair. And it's not worth my tears and emotions to get worked up over nothing. Although, him being so very annoying isn't nothing is it? *sigh*
Does this make me passive aggressive? Or just a patsy for letting him get away with his attitude? He's not a bad guy. He just gets in these moods where he is right and everything else in the world is wrong. And that's when I wonder what the hell I was thinking when I got married.
Hehe. So I went from writing about not writing on the other blog to a huge vent about DH. Weird how my mind works.....guess I needed this : )
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I deal with conflict the same way, I just clam up because it seems that fighting over it solves nothing and only makes things worse because things are said that can't be taken back. I don't think it makes you passive aggressive, I think it makes you smart for knowing how to pick your battles.
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